illustration: FROM OUT OF THE FLOCK

MIDFLIGHT


I was open for so long
right from the start
I showed you all
I told you I
was falling
flying
falling
flying
waiting on your words to guide me

I stopped myself
somewhere in midflight
thinking I must have been crazy
to ever begin this game of love and hesitate
hearts can never bend
once they start to break
and i swore I'd never be the one
to fall apart or pretend
and here I am
just missing you again.

I got so tired of waiting
and trying to read your mind
like some tourist in your heart
standin in a room of fools
who only came to care for you
but never could find the exit door
after the tour was through.

I said
You know I'd love to stick around a while
but baby not like this
and didn't I try
to treat you best

Did I seem like all the rest
when you had me there
and we had it all
was there too much to be said.

You never could give
a promise to hold on to
I never knew what was on your mind
Spending all your time
disguising the feelings
you failed to hide
or are the words you found better left behind
Was there love somewhere inside.

I was so afraid you didn't care
or so afraid I did
I never wanted to fall that far
never wanted to see
what was happening to me
but I walked in anyway

I showed you all
I told you I
was falling
flying
falling
flying
stumbling through midflight
until I tumbled right out of your life
still hoping your words
might come and save me

I guess we blew it baby

Ain't that just the way
love's suppose to be.