illustration: COSMETIC SEDUCTION

THIN ICE
(Part One)

Late at night
And lying alone in my bed
Echoes of voices in my head
Of every wrong word ever said
And how it all began
Love crossed the boarderline
But made us strong as any stone
We found a place to build our happy home
Far from the maddening crowd but out on thin ice

Heart in hand
Together we built our castle
Upon a lake of frozen glass
Maybe all of that ice and snow
Is why we grew so cold
We didnít even try
To keep the fire-side burning bright
Changing guards at the palace of our hearts
We had found love just to wear it apart

We were cruel
Unfaithful, stupid and unkind
Every lie was a broken truth
Promises with nowhere to keep
Temporary goodbyes
Said more than once or twice
Before we finally got it right
We closed the door to the past knowing that
A key was left under the welcome mat

How could I
How could I say goodbye
I wish you well
So long baby
I hope you have a good life
We could barely stand alone on thin ice
My life, my best friend
Howíve you been?



Kids at play
Just learning how to walk late
Sometimes we tripped, sometimes weíd fall
Sometimes weíd quit, sometimes weíd stall
Foolish with our own fate
Weíd help each other stand
(And) we laughed through it all holding hands
Scraping our skin and taking it on the chin
No games to play cause no one thought to win

I cried out
When you skated past the danger zone
Beneath your feet the ice gave way
I tried so hard to save you
Lying close to the edge
On a broken glass ledge
The further you fell I slipped too
The load was more than I could bear to hold
I know now thatís when I should have let go

A frozen bird
Tomorrow was just a word
For heartbreak peeking through your eyes
So far from being alive
You were barely breathing
Hanging on by a thread
How could you not even know
I was the one holding the other end
It was all I could do to not let go

How could I
Let go and say goodbye
I wish you well
So long baby
And maybe I was crazy
To think youíd ever find your way back home
Sad lady, my best friend
At the ropeís end

911
He arrived to pull you free from needing
My hands were broken and bleeding
Cut like razor blades to the bone
He was the hero who took you home
He promised sunsets, love and everything
And I was the fool left holding the string
On my own with thin ice all around me


illustration: FEELING BLUE